Looking for Life

The women were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground, but the men said to them, “Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here, but has risen. Remember how he told you, while he was still in Galilee, that the Son of Man must be handed over to sinners, and be crucified, and on the third day rise again.” Then they remembered his words, and returning from the tomb, they told all this to the eleven and to all the rest.                             [Luke’s Gospel 24.5-8]

How easily our memories lapse, or falter. There are frequently good reasons, of course; chaos in our lives, or a really difficult situation.

After all the crushing trauma of Jesus’ execution, a number of faithful women find their way to Jesus’ tomb. They know their role, caring for the body, anointing him with spices, as the custom expected.

And everything is wrong. The stone is moved, they can’t find Jesus’ body; chaos begins. They aren’t considering resurrection; they must assume that someone has stolen his body, and then two blokes suddenly appear. Their first response (naturally) is fear.

Then comes this question to them, “Why do you seek the living among the dead?” There is a straightforward answer, until the men remind them about what Jesus had told them, about punishment, suffering and death, then resurrection. They are looking in the wrong place.

And the women remember. Then they begin to bear witness to the One who has died and has now been raised.

Why do we seek the living among the dead? Why do we seek refuge, or instruction, in the models which, even if they served us well in the past, have little resource for us know?

So much of our mission and ministry life can be spent looking over our shoulders, pondering the stories which have passed, or are now extinguished. Of course there is wisdom to be learnt from our history, but our future will not be found there.

Our reflexive mantra, across the church or community groups, can be “We tried something like that once …” and we bury the suggestion neatly beside the others. Or we can say, “there is not enough money/resource/people/time for that”, and we put flowers to lay on the grave of the last ideas which challenged the status quo.

In our forgetfulness we can always discover a significant theological or missional reason simply to do nothing; “we need to pray”, or “where is the theological reasoning behind this?” or, as the bell tolls, “where is the mission plan?”, when we have been praying or thinking this idea through for months, or even years.

We are a people of the resurrection. We believe that God brings life where none is expected, or hoped for.

How easily we forget. We can become accustomed to the old story, the story of death; however, the risen crucified Christ will not permit that to continue.

Resurrection is unnerving, of course, even frightening, because nothing will remain the same. God, in Christ, has upended the creation, and invited us to life – for ourselves, our faith community and the world in which we live.

We are compelled not just to remember, but to witness, in our words and our lives.

Christ is risen!
He is risen indeed!

The Companion | Kevin Hart

There is a man who will not let me sleep,
each night he comes and trembles by my side;
he cannot be touched yet wind disturbs his hair,
he cannot touch yet his shadow covers me.

Each night he comes and trembles by my side,
I reach towards him and he fades like day.
He cannot touch yet his shadow covers me,
I hide within myself and he draws close.

I reach towards him and he fades likes day,
I hear him though he does not speak a word.
I hide within myself and he draws close
and stretches out both arms as if in pain.

I hear him though he does not speak a word,
the sound of something breathing, wind in the trees.
He stretches out both arms as if in pain,
‘I come to wound you and to heal the wound’.

Behold, Your King

As [Jesus] was now approaching the path down from the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to praise God joyfully … saying,
“Blessed is the king who comes in the name of the Lord!
Peace in heaven, and glory in the highest heaven!”
Some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to him, “Teacher, order your disciples to stop.” He answered, “I tell you, if these were silent, the stones would shout out.”

[Luke’s Gospel 19.37-40]

“Let me tell you about a king,” says Jesus, inviting all who listened to hear a story all of us know. The wrong kind of monarch, who lived and ruled by a hunger for control of people’s lives through slavery, hatred, fear and a monstrous brutality.

Those desperate among us want to find an echo of God in Jesus’ parable, rather than discovering something else. We confuse this with the other parables of talents and gifts; however, this is a story of a dealer and despot and a few who are temporarily lifted, while others are forever crushed by his arbitrary gestures.

Why does Jesus tell this story, and why does Luke remind us?

One sentence later, Jesus has arranged transport and is riding into Jerusalem, facing not just the adulation of his disciples and the crowd around him, but the resentment of the Pharisees.

These will be the final days of his life.

Crowd-crowned and mounted on a donkey, this monarch for whom the stones themselves would sing has no intention of sacrificing anyone but himself.

The initial hallmarks of his reign? Weeping over his city’s failure to seek and understand what makes for peace, and restoring the essential place of worship to teaching and prayer.

Could there be a starker contrast between the grotesque Ozymandian character whose tale Jesus told, and himself, who, like the widow he praises, offers all he has?

When a child asks, perhaps, for the story of a monarch, shall we talk of swords and crowns and rings? Shall we speak of the weak ridiculed, and the poor discounted, of smaller nations trampled and their leaders despised and mocked, with slavish adulation offered to those whose trademark is corruption?

The language of queens and kings may have less currency in these days (and that is good) but the language of God’s kingdom – God’s reign, God’s economy – stands as prophetic corrective to all those who rule by diktat and despair.

This Jesus who arrives in Jerusalem, travels deliberately to his suffering and death, while his path has offered healing and forgiveness, mercy and hope. These last few days will remind us of transformed lives and communities, and the possibility of life renewed for all of us.

As the shadow continues to fall, and Friday is but days away, two thousand years is but a moment as we measure Jesus’ monarchy against all those who rule, or seek to do so, in the world around us.

We will walk Jesus’ path with him, from the temple to the cross. We will see the astonishing truth of Jesus’ monarchy and find ourselves embraced within it. On Sunday morning the very stone which sealed his tomb will sing aloud of the One whose life is entirely given for others.

Blessings for this week’s journey.

Palm Sunday | Malcolm Guite

Now to the gate of my Jerusalem,
The seething holy city of my heart,
The saviour comes. But will I welcome him?
Oh crowds of easy feelings make a start;
They raise their hands, get caught up in the singing,
And think the battle won. Too soon they’ll find
The challenge, the reversal he is bringing
Changes their tune. I know what lies behind
The surface flourish that so quickly fades;
Self-interest, and fearful guardedness,
The hardness of the heart, its barricades,
And at the core, the dreadful emptiness
Of a perverted temple. Jesus  come
Break my resistance and make me your home.

Easter & Our Community

This piece was originally written for the Nyngan Weekly.

There is palpable relief across much of the western areas of our state as we head into Easter. The hot dry spell has eased, and many are thankful for good rain, which signals hope for the season ahead. Pressure has eased for the moment.

In the next breath, we are conscious of those who are confronted by the calamity in western Queensland – stock death and damage are considerable, and the extent will not be properly revealed for some time. Stories of this nature are not unknown to our communities, and we will offer what we can to those north of us.

This is the challenge of living where we are, and addressing the realities before us. We all know this, and look for signs of encouragement and hope where we can.

As I walk into shops in my community and see cheese and vegemite hot cross buns, and fluffy bunnies (occasionally stuffed with chocolate), I don’t understand how these ideas of Easter make any sense, or address the world in which we live. Are they meant to distract us from the world around? Are they simply meant to be enjoyable? (I am not confident that those particular hot cross buns would even be edible!)

Easter is not only about celebration and wonder. At the crux of the Easter message to which I respond most completely is the affirmation that God is with us, always.

This is not a message to entertain or distract us, but addresses the essential moments of our lives, and the lives in the world around us.

At the beginning of Easter week, the story of Jesus leads us towards the cross, towards Jesus’ death. Good Friday is the punctuation of this journey, as the Roman Empire, corrupt politicians, broken religious leadership and an easily swayed crowd decide that executing Jesus will help them. This is a story which we can see in the world right now – how when things break down, corruption seeps in and people suffer.

Jesus’ death is the assertion that God is with us in the broken moments, when injustice happens, when the world goes entirely pear-shaped. When we suffer, as individuals, or families, or communities, we are not alone in our suffering; Jesus has experienced brokenness and injustice. And death.

On the cross, God is most completely with us.

On Saturday, after Jesus has died, we wait; all creation holds its breath. We hope that this is not the end of the story. Waiting is not uncommon for us; we wait for our lives to recover from disaster, for the news after an operation, for a relationship to be restored after a fracture.

And then, Easter! When the impossible happens, and life breaks out. Jesus’ return to life is the new assertion of God, that death is not the strongest word, that love and life are stronger than punishment and injustice, that suffering will have an end.  

As we mark this Easter journey and eat our (traditional) hot cross buns, may I encourage you to consider the hope of God who is with us, always; in the good seasons, and the ones we would never choose.

The God we know in Jesus is about love, hope and forgiveness, and being with us in every step, leading us to life.

Enjoy your Easter!

When Actions Sing

[At Bethany] they gave a dinner for him. Martha served, and Lazarus was one of those at the table with him. Mary took a pound of costly perfume made of pure nard, anointed Jesus’ feet, and wiped them with her hair. The house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume. [John’s Gospel 12.2-3]

She is silent.

In each version of this story told, in every gospel, she says not a word.

In spite of all the stones hurled at her, of anger, injustice, labelling and accusation, even when she is embraced by the mercy of Jesus, not a word passes her lips.

Yet in her silence, her actions sing.

Despite being nameless in three of the four gospel stories, and labelled “sinful” when Luke tells the story, few are better known, and even fewer stories are retold so often and held with such care. Perfume, tears, embrace and anointing are the hallmarks of her love.

Mark and Matthew recall Jesus’ words, that “wherever the gospel is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in remembrance of her.”

So many of these women whose presence, whose ministry, is so frequently offered in silence and conducted in anonymity, proclaim in their response and their actions the reign of God.

A woman takes two small copper coins, worth virtually nothing, and almost everything, leaving those who watch in no doubt as to both her faithfulness, and the demands of the temple on those who can least afford them. Another woman, silenced by illness and social isolation, urges her way through the crowd to find not only healing at her touching of Jesus, but the embrace of his affirmation.

These women, and others, by their faithfulness and courage, urge us to a more complete discipleship. Mary, clearly identified as one of Jesus’ disciples, by her attention to his word as she sits at Jesus’ feet, and by her affirmation of faith, offered only a heartbeat after her brother’s death, offers now a sacrament of anointing.

No word is needed. Such extravagance, such generosity. Measured not by dollars and cents and bookkeepers, but by the perfume which fills the house.

This prophetic word which Mary tells soundlessly, by expending so much of herself in one moment. This wondrously wasteful, intimate act, acknowledging that suffering and death stand at the door, waiting for Jesus.

This song she sings, knowing that she will not have Jesus with her for much longer, urging us to understand.

What is it for us to be so generous, when we have been so consciously taught to be careful, even frugal? What will it mean for us to be wasteful in such a way as Mary, to be as courageous as she is, and those other unnamed women who find their way to Jesus and to justice, to hope and healing?

What will it mean, indeed, for us to not only find our own way to Jesus, but to open the way for the nameless others who have been told, consistently, there is no path, no healing and no place?

Mary sings it for us, always.

Note to Self on Bad Days | Nikita Gill

I will not give in to apathy
I will not swallow hopelessness
I will not bow down to despair
Every ancient tree has to fight storms
before it becomes a forest.
Every old bird has to learn survival in a nest
before it can learn the magic of flight.
I am learning from them
what it takes to live.
I am learning from them
how to hold on despite the odds.

– Nikita Gill 2025